I'm sitting in the Denver Airport.... listening to children argue.
Holding back tears.
Praying.
I really thought I was prepared for this....
After months of getting ready, weeks of feeling pensive, nervous, and emotional.... I thought I was ready.
But I'm not.
I am feeling overwhelmed with how huge and scary this all is.
I am trying to imagine life without my precious family.
I am suddenly aware that I won't be flying back next week.
I am realizing how very long a year is.
I am scared.
I can't do this.
But I don't have to.
God didn't take me this far to have me have a melt-down in the airport.
HE has a plan.
HE has a purpose.
HE is holding me.
I am just His vessel.
I am super weak.
Weaker than I ever though possible.... but He is strong.
I have been so blessed.
My life has been so wonderful.
I had a comfort zone.... it was perfect.
God's pushing me out of it.
It hurts.
But a good, necessary pain.
A pain that brings me to the foot of the cross.
I know God has great plans for this year....
I know that there will be hard times, but I know that He will carry me.
My plane is starting to load.... Next up, Indiana.
Please pray for me!
And... could you pray I stop crying?
It's getting awkward.
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Aww, lots of love ,hugs and prayers! You'll make it girl!
ReplyDeleteYou will make it... and it will be great.
ReplyDeleteThank you!
Deletepraying for you. <3
ReplyDeleteThank you so much!!!
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